Revision and Frustrations..

I've planned out my revision and I know what I'm reading..
But I'm agitated and restless..
I need long breaks after every single chapter..
Which frustrates me..

I'm back to feeling blue..

I'm studying for the Criminal Justice paper first..
Although my next paper is Politics of Law..
(That's because Politics of Law is straightforward
And similar to the things I've studied in TP..
What's more.. It's an open-book exam..)

Criminal Justice is human-rights related trash..
And it always makes me contemplate too much..
(Okayy I admit.. it isn't trash..)

I love it yet hate it..
It's fascinating to analyse government policies..
And determine if they are simply "good" or beneficially just..
It's fascinating and enlightening stuff to apply one's mind to..
But it depresses me.. and I hate it when it does..


I know those people who think I am wasting my time
Doing a Justice degree..
Are probably saying "I told you so..."
"..I told you to do a Law degree"

Yeah I know I shouldn't care what losers think..
And I will move on by tomorrow..
But for now I feel like a thousand sprites just spawned in my mind..
Pulling at my thoughts and blurring my vision.


- 6 November 2004 10:07pm -